8 years.


Still having trouble understanding why.


Why. All that for some stupid belief that your God wants you to kill people not of your religion?

What f*cking shitload of crap. What f*cking shitload of crap to justify your own sick, twisted, sadistic reasons for wanting to do such a thing. Don't make your religion as a scapegoat for your actions.

I hope you rot in hell.

I thought that one lifetime of wrongdoings does not deserve an eternity of hell, but you're an exception.

In this case, I hope hell exists, with eternity-long reservations for people like you. I hope you suffer as much as the three thousand lives you took. No, I hope you suffer three thousand times more what those people suffered. Every burn, every bleed, every broken bone. Multiplied by three thousand.

And even then, it's still not even close to what you really deserve.

One...twenty-one guns...

Lay down your arms, give up the fight...

siiiiiigh...assignments...


siiiiiigh...d-gray man...


siiiiiigh...

YES!! D GRAY MAN IS BACK!!!

Thank goodness, for Naruto was starting to make me want to fly to Japan and kick some mangaka's ass.

Seriously, it's kinda lame right now. I wonder why it's still on the 'top viewed mangas' list on onemanga.com. Okok... 'top viewed mangas' I can understand...but #1 on that list???

Come on dude, in a world where new mangas are starting to pop up like mushrooms, at least get your act right.

The plot is starting to get really lame. Not entirely predictable, but still not surprising. Even if it is predictable, at least add some extra hype to it.

And to add salt to the wound, the art really...sucks...

The art looks like something I can draw, and that's not a compliment.

I guess the only reason why I'm still reading is because it's the only manga that I ever watched from epi 1 to the end...so there's a bit of nostalgia there.

But really, now that D Gray Man is back (for long, I hope) I don't think I'll be reading Naruto for long...



But really, why is it still at 'top viewed mangas'???

post post post...lalala

because I'm so bored, I decided to make a list.


just because I like making lists...I make lists of my fav movies, lists of songs (categorized by mood: sleepy, happy, lonely...etc), lists of resolutions (which i never fulfill) and lists of movies that I have already watched in the cinema(that's apparently abandoned).

so.


this is a list.


of things to do before I get too darn old to to it.


(btw, for some reason my leg's giving me a nasty pins and needles...ouch)


1st...I will travel the world. Wherever my parents or budget will allow me.


2nd...I will get a sport that I will be committed to. Seriously.


3rd...I will get enough money to pool together with the bimbo bunch to build a bimbo house with a bimbo theater where we can bimbo together eating bimbo cupcakes

4th...I will be extremely successful in what I do, so that people who laugh at me before can kiss my @$$

5th...well havent really thought about that...but it'll be for later posts...

meaningful-'nya'

Coldplay - Fix You (one of the best songs EVER!)

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I'm only writing here because I know that nobody reads this.


but sometimes...


just sometimes...


it feels like I'm the only person on this earth that really understands me.





when someone talks bad about you, you feel obligated to speak up for yourself; to defend yourself; correct any misunderstandings if there were any, but mostly to get things straight.


I admit, I can get pretty defensive, but it's mostly about things that I care about, things that I love and feel passionate about, things that mean a lot to me than just a 'thing'.


I'm not trying to attack anyone, but if someone attacks you or what you love, you will try to defend it, won't you?


If you don't, fine then, I do. ONLY ME. I'm the ONLY ONE who ever has the lameness to have such passion for such unimportant matters. Such as movies.


I mean, those movies were the some of the BEST movies that I have ever watched. And when someone disses them, I feel obligated to stand up for it, because I'm passionate about it. Because I LOVE IT.


And who cares if I'm too obsessed about things like that?


THIS IS ME. THIS IS WHO I AM.



I may shut my mouth (or keep my fingers from typing) but the words will still be on my mind, running over and over again until I'm finally consumed by sleep.


Other people defend what they love, they defend their favourite actors, their favourite singers, their mom, their dad, their family, their friends.


Why can't I? Just because I use words that supposedly has ill-intentions behind them. Heck, I speak like that when I'm hyped up. I don't get hyped up over everything. Just some. Dear anyone who felt threaten, I didn't mean it. I'm just merely speaking the points that I have.


I guess this is the only way I can write without being judged (because no one reads this, obviously).


If I do attack something someone likes, I won't be shocked that they make the decision to defend what they like, because it's something instinctive.




But I guess no one understands that.