found this on youtube...
Friday, September 12, 2008
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way through the crowd...
I read Kenny Sia's blog the other day about the Ahmad Ismail issue, so far-nee...lol
YES!!! I just handed in my !@#$%^&* (times 100) marketing management assignment, and now it's DONE!!!
Bravo. (aiyah...it's just 10% assesment only...no biggie) BUT 10% can make A LOT OF DIFFERENCE when you're a lousy study person like me. That's why I can't count on exams to boost up my marks. And I really really want that 'A'. Okok...'A' in marketing is a bit like saying 'I want to train my dog to be able to do doggy-stunts like stand up on her hind legs and shake hands and run in circles when I tell her to'...all talk, no action.
Ok...there IS an itsy bitsy teeny weeny bit of action...just...not enough. I KNOW I'm more capable than what I'm currently able to do, just that I'm so bloody lazy, that's all.
But seriously, I'm aiming for either 'A' or at least a 'B+' in ALL my subjects, because I know I can, and also because I'm turning a bit kiasu lah. I don't want to have a lesser result when I KNOW I should be able to do better.
And I just realised that I've spelt Northern wrongly (I spelt Northen). I was reading the main title and thought that the spelling 'Northen' looked...weird. After 594674169794364 times of reading it, I just realised it NOW. Greats. This just shows how much I really pay attention. And how much I suck at spelling. Bleeeh...
Ah k, have to go and search for examples of graffiti. Have to show Ms Queenie the design on MONDAY!!. Deng. La.
TaTa.
YES!!! I just handed in my !@#$%^&* (times 100) marketing management assignment, and now it's DONE!!!
Bravo. (aiyah...it's just 10% assesment only...no biggie) BUT 10% can make A LOT OF DIFFERENCE when you're a lousy study person like me. That's why I can't count on exams to boost up my marks. And I really really want that 'A'. Okok...'A' in marketing is a bit like saying 'I want to train my dog to be able to do doggy-stunts like stand up on her hind legs and shake hands and run in circles when I tell her to'...all talk, no action.
Ok...there IS an itsy bitsy teeny weeny bit of action...just...not enough. I KNOW I'm more capable than what I'm currently able to do, just that I'm so bloody lazy, that's all.
But seriously, I'm aiming for either 'A' or at least a 'B+' in ALL my subjects, because I know I can, and also because I'm turning a bit kiasu lah. I don't want to have a lesser result when I KNOW I should be able to do better.
And I just realised that I've spelt Northern wrongly (I spelt Northen). I was reading the main title and thought that the spelling 'Northen' looked...weird. After 594674169794364 times of reading it, I just realised it NOW. Greats. This just shows how much I really pay attention. And how much I suck at spelling. Bleeeh...
Ah k, have to go and search for examples of graffiti. Have to show Ms Queenie the design on MONDAY!!. Deng. La.
TaTa.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
ENOUGH!!!
...I'm really sick of this. Day by day, month by month, I look at the papers and read about some politician dissing some other politician, parties dissing other parties and the all too familiar news about corruption.
Then there's that comment from Ahmad Ismail labelling Chinese as immigrants.
WTF?!?!
Hell, mister, THIS IS OUR COUNTRY AS MUCH AS IT IS YOURS.
We fought the same fight for independence your people did 51 years ago.
It's sickening to think that after 51 years of independence, and 100++ years of living together we still cannot get along.
FOR GOD'S SAKE, RACE IS NOTHING BUT SKIN COLOR!!!
It's crazy to think that we are being categorized as Malay, Chinese, Indian, etc etc., when we are all citizens of EARTH, and countries are just lands with borders. Every citizen of Earth should have the same rights, whether they are Malay, Chinese, Indian, American, African, etc etc.
GROW UP PEOPLE!!! Start to realise that we are all the same, and thus should be treated with equal rights. Forget schools that educate only Malays, Chinese, Indian or wtv, and only have school that educates EVERYONE TOGETHER. If you want to learn your mother tongue, take a language course or something. Of course, there are 'Sekolah Kebangsaan's that educate all, but there still are Chinese and Tamil schools that just promote racial segregation, even though it's unintentional. After all, the reason the British introduced the concept of separate schools for different races was to avoid the people from uniting against them. So since their rule is over, why are those school still there? It's also a big hassle, since those from Chinese and Tamil schools have a hard time if they are not used to Bahasa Malaysia (or is it Bahasa Melayu now?) as the language has poor emphasize in such schools.
Forget any race-basis rules, whether in work, school or anywhere else.
But seriously, when are people going to grow up and realise that we are all the same, even though our ancestor's country of origin isn't Malaysia. But most of us now were born here, raised and brought up with nasi lemak and rendang and roti canais.
In all honesty, I love Malaysia. I was born here. I was raised here. I grew up here. And even though I aspire to travel around the world and live somewhere else, Malaysia will always be my home. So it pains me when the country I love so much is being divided by such an insignificant matter. When will people realise that race is just a skin colour? A Chinese born in the US could be a banana, not understanding a word of chinese and prefers cheeseburgers over noodle soup. An English could be born in Malaysia, and grow up loving durians and prefers nasi lemak ayam over lamb chop. We're all the same, so why are we divided by something that we are born with and have no choice over? We can't decide our race...it's our heritage, passed down from mother to child.
I realise that racism is created, not born with. Babies aren't racist. To them, every other person they see is just as different as the other. They don't judge people by skin colour. Take a good look at kindergartens and day care centres and you'll see all the children playing together, unbiased by race. It's only as we grow older that influences from racial political parties and racist parents that we become racist ourselves. If we take away those, and treat everyone equally, no one will be racist, because there is nothing to fight about.
Forget special rights, those should only be reserved for people with disabilities like OKU, and even they work hard to get to the top.
If you want to get to the top, work your ass off for it, just like everyone else. Don't depend on special rights that existed just because your ancestors arrived in Tanah Melayu before ours did. This isn't just your land...IT'S OURS. For what it's worth, our ancestors time is OVER. Geddit? OVER. It's time to stop living off the past and start working together towards the future. When Malaysia was formed, Chinese and Indians (as well as other races) were already long settled in Tanah Melayu, and we reserved the right to be called MALAYSIANS, not immigrants.
So please, stop bullshitting about this race stuff. Stop it. Enough. We're all Malaysians. Let's work together to build a brighter future for Malaysia and our children. United we stand, divided we fall.
This isn't directed at all Malays, just the racist ones, like Ahmad. And not only that, but people from other races as well, who seem to think that it's alright to insult other races. It's not. And I say that because I know that Malays are also being racially verbally abused by non-Malays. So to racists, STFU or get the hell outta my country.
And finally, I read from Dr. M's web that when a Malay leader made a racist remark, he is expected to apologize, but when people from other races made racist remarks, like the 'Negarakuku' guy, the leaders are not expected to apologize.
Tun, I have great respect from you, but pleeeeaaase lah, the 'Negarakuku' guy wasn't a LEADER. He was just some guy who wanted to get a lil youtube attention. But Ahmad Ismail was a party LEADER, and for such a man who is supposed to set an example to other people, it's wrong to say such remarks. How can Malaysia be in harmony when it's leaders are racist? It's sickening to think that a leader in a country full of various races could made a disgusting remark like that. How can he set a good example?
As a last note, everyone in Malaysia, regardless whether you're Malay or Chinese or wtv...stop being racists and work together to build Malaysia. Other countries already view us as a country with racial disharmony, wouldn't you like nothing better than to prove them wrong? That just because THEY can't solve their racial crisis, doesn't mean that we can't?
And if any of my comments offend, I'm sorry, but they are not meant to offend. Crap, I just remembered about ISA...hoho, I hope I don't get into trouble...
Then there's that comment from Ahmad Ismail labelling Chinese as immigrants.
WTF?!?!
Hell, mister, THIS IS OUR COUNTRY AS MUCH AS IT IS YOURS.
We fought the same fight for independence your people did 51 years ago.
It's sickening to think that after 51 years of independence, and 100++ years of living together we still cannot get along.
FOR GOD'S SAKE, RACE IS NOTHING BUT SKIN COLOR!!!
It's crazy to think that we are being categorized as Malay, Chinese, Indian, etc etc., when we are all citizens of EARTH, and countries are just lands with borders. Every citizen of Earth should have the same rights, whether they are Malay, Chinese, Indian, American, African, etc etc.
GROW UP PEOPLE!!! Start to realise that we are all the same, and thus should be treated with equal rights. Forget schools that educate only Malays, Chinese, Indian or wtv, and only have school that educates EVERYONE TOGETHER. If you want to learn your mother tongue, take a language course or something. Of course, there are 'Sekolah Kebangsaan's that educate all, but there still are Chinese and Tamil schools that just promote racial segregation, even though it's unintentional. After all, the reason the British introduced the concept of separate schools for different races was to avoid the people from uniting against them. So since their rule is over, why are those school still there? It's also a big hassle, since those from Chinese and Tamil schools have a hard time if they are not used to Bahasa Malaysia (or is it Bahasa Melayu now?) as the language has poor emphasize in such schools.
Forget any race-basis rules, whether in work, school or anywhere else.
But seriously, when are people going to grow up and realise that we are all the same, even though our ancestor's country of origin isn't Malaysia. But most of us now were born here, raised and brought up with nasi lemak and rendang and roti canais.
In all honesty, I love Malaysia. I was born here. I was raised here. I grew up here. And even though I aspire to travel around the world and live somewhere else, Malaysia will always be my home. So it pains me when the country I love so much is being divided by such an insignificant matter. When will people realise that race is just a skin colour? A Chinese born in the US could be a banana, not understanding a word of chinese and prefers cheeseburgers over noodle soup. An English could be born in Malaysia, and grow up loving durians and prefers nasi lemak ayam over lamb chop. We're all the same, so why are we divided by something that we are born with and have no choice over? We can't decide our race...it's our heritage, passed down from mother to child.
I realise that racism is created, not born with. Babies aren't racist. To them, every other person they see is just as different as the other. They don't judge people by skin colour. Take a good look at kindergartens and day care centres and you'll see all the children playing together, unbiased by race. It's only as we grow older that influences from racial political parties and racist parents that we become racist ourselves. If we take away those, and treat everyone equally, no one will be racist, because there is nothing to fight about.
Forget special rights, those should only be reserved for people with disabilities like OKU, and even they work hard to get to the top.
If you want to get to the top, work your ass off for it, just like everyone else. Don't depend on special rights that existed just because your ancestors arrived in Tanah Melayu before ours did. This isn't just your land...IT'S OURS. For what it's worth, our ancestors time is OVER. Geddit? OVER. It's time to stop living off the past and start working together towards the future. When Malaysia was formed, Chinese and Indians (as well as other races) were already long settled in Tanah Melayu, and we reserved the right to be called MALAYSIANS, not immigrants.
So please, stop bullshitting about this race stuff. Stop it. Enough. We're all Malaysians. Let's work together to build a brighter future for Malaysia and our children. United we stand, divided we fall.
This isn't directed at all Malays, just the racist ones, like Ahmad. And not only that, but people from other races as well, who seem to think that it's alright to insult other races. It's not. And I say that because I know that Malays are also being racially verbally abused by non-Malays. So to racists, STFU or get the hell outta my country.
And finally, I read from Dr. M's web that when a Malay leader made a racist remark, he is expected to apologize, but when people from other races made racist remarks, like the 'Negarakuku' guy, the leaders are not expected to apologize.
Tun, I have great respect from you, but pleeeeaaase lah, the 'Negarakuku' guy wasn't a LEADER. He was just some guy who wanted to get a lil youtube attention. But Ahmad Ismail was a party LEADER, and for such a man who is supposed to set an example to other people, it's wrong to say such remarks. How can Malaysia be in harmony when it's leaders are racist? It's sickening to think that a leader in a country full of various races could made a disgusting remark like that. How can he set a good example?
As a last note, everyone in Malaysia, regardless whether you're Malay or Chinese or wtv...stop being racists and work together to build Malaysia. Other countries already view us as a country with racial disharmony, wouldn't you like nothing better than to prove them wrong? That just because THEY can't solve their racial crisis, doesn't mean that we can't?
And if any of my comments offend, I'm sorry, but they are not meant to offend. Crap, I just remembered about ISA...hoho, I hope I don't get into trouble...
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
Laaa, went outing on 31 August, actually wrote a blog on that but I was dumb and closed the window when my mom took over the comp. I forgot that I was still writing on it, haihz...all the ramblings are now gone.
But anyway, it was Quinton's bday celebration, so the outing was a bimbo+Quinton+Tiam Loong event at 1u. I (and the rest of the gang) were kinda looking forward to seeing the rest of the 5 Ang gang but in the end only bimbos could make it. Aih, nevermind, bimbos can make my day anytime...
We ate at Pizza Hut since HL got addicted to their cheese flakes after last week's outing. Haha, no complains there, cheese flakes are heaven. Then chatted a lot about random stuff (as always). Thing about bimbos is...there is never one of those quiet awkward moments where everyone just sits on the table wondering what to talk about. There's always someone that will start come random topic that will launch a hyper convo. Haha, then HL suddenly went 'hey kenny watch this' and dipped her lips into a spoonful of cheese flakes so that she got a cheesy moustache!! Lol...haha...then she talked me into doing it so I did it as well (the audience was bigger though, because everyone at the table was watching me after hearing me laugh at HL). We asked LA to do it too, but before we could get a good look she go hide her face pulak...sportingnya...
So after draining Pizza Hut of Pepsi and cheese flakes, we headed for the cinemas. Q was really kind treating us tickets to watch Babylon AD, but gotta say lor...the movie was kind of bleeeeeh. The action scenes were pretty cool, typical people with machine guns shooting at other people, people kicking other people's ass (Michelle Yeoh really kicked ass man...)and people dying here and there, as well as a [Vin Diesel*MAN BOOBS!!!* on snowbike with a gun] vs [plane with lots of firepower and bazookas shooting at him (think his char's name is thoorop)] scene. It ended with Thoorop winning of course, by shooting at the plane's bombs and exploding it. Really unrealistic, if you ask me, but then again...it is an action movie.
But pretty cool action scenes aside (incomparable to The Dark Knight though), the movie makes no sense. Seriously. The first thing that I thought after the movie ended was 'WTF???'. I get the whole save the girl who has some special power thingy about her, but I don't get what IS she. (owh wait, I just read on wiki that she's carrying twins that have the potential to be Messiahs, wow...reading a 60-word passage on the movie's premise told me more than watching the whole freakin movie...NOW I get it). Call me slow, but I like it when things are explained to me in movies, because unlike books or DVDs, I can't refer back to a scene and try to make sense of it. Hancock was better than this. Not many action sequences, but a least it made sense.
Then after that, the guys went to play pool while the gals sat at the coffetable and chatted. Later then we split up and bimbos-abi (who chao-ed so fast, just say bye then poof! chao edi. Big difference from last week's outing where we spent probably half-an-hour saying goodbye, haha)...went outside and hanged out. Took a look at a photography pameran inside for abit, then went to watch Wall-E *droolssss* Lol, in the cinema I heard this sound like *brrapp* and I looked at the direction of the sound and saw a guy sitting beside HL putting his ass back onto the chair. So obviously the first thing that came to my mind was that that guy farted. Then I looked at HL to tell her and saw her staring at me with the 'look', and we burst out laughing. Haha, let this be a lesson to people, farting in the cinema is not as oblivious as you might think. Anyway, Wall-E was really really good, it was just the right mix of humour, cuteness, robot romance and 'awww'ness. Even though the robots practically didn't have a vocabulary of more than 10 words, you can really feel the emotions as well as watching any other actor. Wall-E was SOOOO CUTE, felt like hugging him *awwwwww*
nyahnyahnyah...
But anyway, it was Quinton's bday celebration, so the outing was a bimbo+Quinton+Tiam Loong event at 1u. I (and the rest of the gang) were kinda looking forward to seeing the rest of the 5 Ang gang but in the end only bimbos could make it. Aih, nevermind, bimbos can make my day anytime...
We ate at Pizza Hut since HL got addicted to their cheese flakes after last week's outing. Haha, no complains there, cheese flakes are heaven. Then chatted a lot about random stuff (as always). Thing about bimbos is...there is never one of those quiet awkward moments where everyone just sits on the table wondering what to talk about. There's always someone that will start come random topic that will launch a hyper convo. Haha, then HL suddenly went 'hey kenny watch this' and dipped her lips into a spoonful of cheese flakes so that she got a cheesy moustache!! Lol...haha...then she talked me into doing it so I did it as well (the audience was bigger though, because everyone at the table was watching me after hearing me laugh at HL). We asked LA to do it too, but before we could get a good look she go hide her face pulak...sportingnya...
So after draining Pizza Hut of Pepsi and cheese flakes, we headed for the cinemas. Q was really kind treating us tickets to watch Babylon AD, but gotta say lor...the movie was kind of bleeeeeh. The action scenes were pretty cool, typical people with machine guns shooting at other people, people kicking other people's ass (Michelle Yeoh really kicked ass man...)and people dying here and there, as well as a [Vin Diesel*MAN BOOBS!!!* on snowbike with a gun] vs [plane with lots of firepower and bazookas shooting at him (think his char's name is thoorop)] scene. It ended with Thoorop winning of course, by shooting at the plane's bombs and exploding it. Really unrealistic, if you ask me, but then again...it is an action movie.
But pretty cool action scenes aside (incomparable to The Dark Knight though), the movie makes no sense. Seriously. The first thing that I thought after the movie ended was 'WTF???'. I get the whole save the girl who has some special power thingy about her, but I don't get what IS she. (owh wait, I just read on wiki that she's carrying twins that have the potential to be Messiahs, wow...reading a 60-word passage on the movie's premise told me more than watching the whole freakin movie...NOW I get it). Call me slow, but I like it when things are explained to me in movies, because unlike books or DVDs, I can't refer back to a scene and try to make sense of it. Hancock was better than this. Not many action sequences, but a least it made sense.
Then after that, the guys went to play pool while the gals sat at the coffetable and chatted. Later then we split up and bimbos-abi (who chao-ed so fast, just say bye then poof! chao edi. Big difference from last week's outing where we spent probably half-an-hour saying goodbye, haha)...went outside and hanged out. Took a look at a photography pameran inside for abit, then went to watch Wall-E *droolssss* Lol, in the cinema I heard this sound like *brrapp* and I looked at the direction of the sound and saw a guy sitting beside HL putting his ass back onto the chair. So obviously the first thing that came to my mind was that that guy farted. Then I looked at HL to tell her and saw her staring at me with the 'look', and we burst out laughing. Haha, let this be a lesson to people, farting in the cinema is not as oblivious as you might think. Anyway, Wall-E was really really good, it was just the right mix of humour, cuteness, robot romance and 'awww'ness. Even though the robots practically didn't have a vocabulary of more than 10 words, you can really feel the emotions as well as watching any other actor. Wall-E was SOOOO CUTE, felt like hugging him *awwwwww*
nyahnyahnyah...
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Prom...
was aweshum...
of course, I've never been to a prom before, but it's awesome as far as first-time experience goes. Arashi, Kat and I shared a table with a few lecturers and staff, in this secluded spot at the side, but ok lah...lousy spot for pic taking, but can see the show quite well...took a few pictures, but only at my table, because my mom's camera kept displaying the 'low battery' logo thingy, so not much pictures of the prom, just the bunch of us cam-whoring...heehee...
then later Arashi and I went jalan-jalan around The Curve (the prom was at Royal Bintang) and spotted our lecturers and staff who disappeared during the last quarter of the night (halfway during dancing time~). Turns out they all cabut to have an after party on their own. We wanted to take a picture of them (bribe them to give us an A), but it was too dark. Arashi took me to this club where the after-party was supposedly held, but the cigarette smell oozing out of the club made me choke, so we chao-ed. It was too packed anyway. So we went to 'The Apartment' to have a drink, I had Sprite (RM9.90 for this lil small bottle!!!) and ate some chocalates. So...minum minum then we went home cuz I told my dad I'll be home at 12 and wanted to keep that promise...or he'll ground me for life!!! Hehe, then I reached home and my cute doggy Ren was waiting for me <3 laaaa... Yeah right, immediately after greeting me at the front gate she rushed to the door and waited there looking at me, as if saying 'Where were you!?! I was waiting all night for you to open this door to let me in!!'
sigh...my dog has no respect for me...I'm her slaaaaave....
owh...there's something else to blog about today...there was this cervical cancer awareness campaign (don't cringe!) and I was the 'lucky' girl chosen to represent age group of 18 to receive a free vaccine. My mom was so cunning...she told me about how expensive it is and how this free vaccine macam once-in-a-lifetime chance, so I decided what the heck, might as well right?
She left out the part where I was to be jabbed in front of everyone present at the campaign, and that there will be media present.
...
I only found out this morning, while wearing this crumpled t-shirt. She was commenting how creased up it looks and I was wondering why she cared so much...then she told me that there will be press there.
What. The. Heck.
What fun, having cameras taking pictures of me getting jabbed.
Turns out I was one among four people to receive this free vaccine (normal rate RM1000+, subsidized RM900+)so it was kinda a big deal.
Very dangerous to have a mother like mine...knows that I'll probably skip if getting jabbed in front of loads of people...so senyap senyap cut out the details...
The jab was alright, felt a lil pinch but after it was okay...my hand felt kinda weak afterwards though, reminded me of BCG (brrrrr....)
Ish, then later when my dad was sending my mom and I home, I noticed that he didn't lock the car door after reaching home, so I said 'car door didn't lock ar?', and he turned around and gave me this pissed off look and said 'didn't lock then lock lah!'
Then my mom helped lock the door, since my dad already walked in a bit and she was near the car, and she noticed my black aura and pissed look and me whispering 'just say that you didn't lock the door also wanna scold...' and gestured at me to cool down and let it go. Ish......luckily my mom was there, or I'll probably have the aura hanging around for much longer...
My dad was probably a bit moody cuz it was my grandfather's death anniversary, so he was busy preparing everything since my mom and I were at the cervical cancer campaign at the DJROA centre, so he had to do everything alone, so it's excusable...but not a reason either.
Ish......
I shall go regain my happy aura by reading D-Gray Man.
Chiao
of course, I've never been to a prom before, but it's awesome as far as first-time experience goes. Arashi, Kat and I shared a table with a few lecturers and staff, in this secluded spot at the side, but ok lah...lousy spot for pic taking, but can see the show quite well...took a few pictures, but only at my table, because my mom's camera kept displaying the 'low battery' logo thingy, so not much pictures of the prom, just the bunch of us cam-whoring...heehee...
then later Arashi and I went jalan-jalan around The Curve (the prom was at Royal Bintang) and spotted our lecturers and staff who disappeared during the last quarter of the night (halfway during dancing time~). Turns out they all cabut to have an after party on their own. We wanted to take a picture of them (bribe them to give us an A), but it was too dark. Arashi took me to this club where the after-party was supposedly held, but the cigarette smell oozing out of the club made me choke, so we chao-ed. It was too packed anyway. So we went to 'The Apartment' to have a drink, I had Sprite (RM9.90 for this lil small bottle!!!) and ate some chocalates. So...minum minum then we went home cuz I told my dad I'll be home at 12 and wanted to keep that promise...or he'll ground me for life!!! Hehe, then I reached home and my cute doggy Ren was waiting for me <3 laaaa... Yeah right, immediately after greeting me at the front gate she rushed to the door and waited there looking at me, as if saying 'Where were you!?! I was waiting all night for you to open this door to let me in!!'
sigh...my dog has no respect for me...I'm her slaaaaave....
owh...there's something else to blog about today...there was this cervical cancer awareness campaign (don't cringe!) and I was the 'lucky' girl chosen to represent age group of 18 to receive a free vaccine. My mom was so cunning...she told me about how expensive it is and how this free vaccine macam once-in-a-lifetime chance, so I decided what the heck, might as well right?
She left out the part where I was to be jabbed in front of everyone present at the campaign, and that there will be media present.
...
I only found out this morning, while wearing this crumpled t-shirt. She was commenting how creased up it looks and I was wondering why she cared so much...then she told me that there will be press there.
What. The. Heck.
What fun, having cameras taking pictures of me getting jabbed.
Turns out I was one among four people to receive this free vaccine (normal rate RM1000+, subsidized RM900+)so it was kinda a big deal.
Very dangerous to have a mother like mine...knows that I'll probably skip if getting jabbed in front of loads of people...so senyap senyap cut out the details...
The jab was alright, felt a lil pinch but after it was okay...my hand felt kinda weak afterwards though, reminded me of BCG (brrrrr....)
Ish, then later when my dad was sending my mom and I home, I noticed that he didn't lock the car door after reaching home, so I said 'car door didn't lock ar?', and he turned around and gave me this pissed off look and said 'didn't lock then lock lah!'
Then my mom helped lock the door, since my dad already walked in a bit and she was near the car, and she noticed my black aura and pissed look and me whispering 'just say that you didn't lock the door also wanna scold...' and gestured at me to cool down and let it go. Ish......luckily my mom was there, or I'll probably have the aura hanging around for much longer...
My dad was probably a bit moody cuz it was my grandfather's death anniversary, so he was busy preparing everything since my mom and I were at the cervical cancer campaign at the DJROA centre, so he had to do everything alone, so it's excusable...but not a reason either.
Ish......
I shall go regain my happy aura by reading D-Gray Man.
Chiao
Friday, August 15, 2008
Fighting...to break free...
The mood I'm in right now can be summed up in two words: F***ing Pissed.
Here's the situation:
My friend Arashi and I planned to have a sleepover the night before Prom.
Purpose: So that we can prepare for prom together. You see, I'm not a very 'prom' person, and therefore is not used dressing myself up. And having no experience in this sort of matter, I thought that it would be a good idea to have a friend with me while I prepare so that at least I can get help with make-up and stuff and dress. Plus, sleepovers are great fun.
So I pitched this idea to my dad. Here's the conversation:
Me: Dad ah, can I have a sleepover at my friend's house? On Thursday?
The master of all universe: Thursday? Where? Which friend?
Me: The friend staying at Taman Melawati there...Arashi.
The My-Word-Is-Law guy: (In my-word-is-law tone) Why? no lah...
Me: Cuz...
[interrupted]
I-am-dad-and-what-I-say-goes man: NO.
Inner me: WAT??? WHY??? WTF? You haven't even listened to my reasoning and suddenly said No?!?! What's up with that?!?!
What would you have felt?
I really lost the 'prom' mood. It just got zapped off my mind by that Almighty 'NO'. the reason that I wanted to go to the prom was to have fun with my friends. And what's wrong with getting started on that fun early by having a sleepover.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been avoiding him whole time since that conversation. Not to merajuk, just didn't feel like being in close proximity with him. I'm afraid I might just suddenly lash out and hurt him physically.
Even now, after 18 years, I'm still under his control.
My sister had friends sleepover at my house when she was my age, why can't I have the same? He didn't even give me a chance to explain why. Why? Because what he says is law? And I can't change that?
I will, believe me, someday I will.
I will break free.
Here's the situation:
My friend Arashi and I planned to have a sleepover the night before Prom.
Purpose: So that we can prepare for prom together. You see, I'm not a very 'prom' person, and therefore is not used dressing myself up. And having no experience in this sort of matter, I thought that it would be a good idea to have a friend with me while I prepare so that at least I can get help with make-up and stuff and dress. Plus, sleepovers are great fun.
So I pitched this idea to my dad. Here's the conversation:
Me: Dad ah, can I have a sleepover at my friend's house? On Thursday?
The master of all universe: Thursday? Where? Which friend?
Me: The friend staying at Taman Melawati there...Arashi.
The My-Word-Is-Law guy: (In my-word-is-law tone) Why? no lah...
Me: Cuz...
[interrupted]
I-am-dad-and-what-I-say-goes man: NO.
Inner me: WAT??? WHY??? WTF? You haven't even listened to my reasoning and suddenly said No?!?! What's up with that?!?!
What would you have felt?
I really lost the 'prom' mood. It just got zapped off my mind by that Almighty 'NO'. the reason that I wanted to go to the prom was to have fun with my friends. And what's wrong with getting started on that fun early by having a sleepover.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been avoiding him whole time since that conversation. Not to merajuk, just didn't feel like being in close proximity with him. I'm afraid I might just suddenly lash out and hurt him physically.
Even now, after 18 years, I'm still under his control.
My sister had friends sleepover at my house when she was my age, why can't I have the same? He didn't even give me a chance to explain why. Why? Because what he says is law? And I can't change that?
I will, believe me, someday I will.
I will break free.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Random-ness that crops up from an unwanted boredom
Haha...just realized that I've been abandoning my blog.
I should really blog more often, at least then I can reread my blog when I'm bored.
That's how saaad I am, that I read my own blog when I'm bored.
Nolah, I don't really read my own blog...just blog-hop around...looking for ex-DJian's blog...see what they're up to at the moment and stuff.
Yeah.
I'm such a sad, sad person.
Hey come on...what's so sad about wanting to know about the whereabouts of the people that you've known for 5 years (+/-, considering primary school or transfers).
So yeah!
Aiyoh...frankly I'm super bored lah...gila sien...
OWH OWH OWH!!! PEOPLE READING THIS!!! WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT!!!
SERIOUSLEEEEEEEEEEY...I have never been more serious about being serious.
It is...in the words of JC (college friend) 'can say sama taraf or better than Transformers'
I agree. And I LOVED Transformers (CGI HAVEN).
So PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. I'm begging you with puppy eyes. Watch The Dark Knight.
Christian Bale is SMOKING HOT...
Hahahah, even Kean Lee admitted it, roflmao.
And Heath Ledger had never shown better performance. RIP.
And Two-Face really scary.
BUT
Here it comes...[SPOILER ALERT!!]
I sangat tak puas with the ending...I know it makes Batman lagi awesome than he already is...but...for those who watched it you know lah why I tak puas. IT'S NOT FAIR!!! NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!
I hope the make another Christopher Nolan/Christian Bale Batman movie...with a story of how Batman regains the people's faith and trust in him.
I can't get enough of them...Christopher is a genius.
And I am soooo totally in love with Batman right now...not Christian Bale (maybe a lil?) but with Batman/Bruce Wayne himself. Maybe it's just a phase, but Batman/Bruce Wayne is an awesome character. Haha.
KKies, gotta go listen to some songs and watch a lil olympics.
Owh btw, Beijing Olympics Opening was AH-MAY-ZIIING!!! China really outdid themselves...from the fireworks to the performances to the energy of those performing, you could really feel that China put 150% effort in this, and it was worth it...if you missed it I feel so sorry for you.
Wonder if Malaysia could ever pull off a similar stunt. From the looks of it, I doubt it. Not that I don't believe in my country or anything, I just don't believe the politicians will keep their hands off it. Probably use it to spread some propaganda crap. Those power-crazy kiasu idiots probably will make a mess out of it. Being really emo when talking about politicians...and who can blame me?
KK, better ciao...
Current playlist:
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
Steven Curtis Chapman - Cinderella
Darren Hayes - I Miss You
Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
Taylor Swift - Our Song
I should really blog more often, at least then I can reread my blog when I'm bored.
That's how saaad I am, that I read my own blog when I'm bored.
Nolah, I don't really read my own blog...just blog-hop around...looking for ex-DJian's blog...see what they're up to at the moment and stuff.
Yeah.
I'm such a sad, sad person.
Hey come on...what's so sad about wanting to know about the whereabouts of the people that you've known for 5 years (+/-, considering primary school or transfers).
So yeah!
Aiyoh...frankly I'm super bored lah...gila sien...
OWH OWH OWH!!! PEOPLE READING THIS!!! WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT!!!
SERIOUSLEEEEEEEEEEY...I have never been more serious about being serious.
It is...in the words of JC (college friend) 'can say sama taraf or better than Transformers'
I agree. And I LOVED Transformers (CGI HAVEN).
So PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. I'm begging you with puppy eyes. Watch The Dark Knight.
Christian Bale is SMOKING HOT...
Hahahah, even Kean Lee admitted it, roflmao.
And Heath Ledger had never shown better performance. RIP.
And Two-Face really scary.
BUT
Here it comes...[SPOILER ALERT!!]
I sangat tak puas with the ending...I know it makes Batman lagi awesome than he already is...but...for those who watched it you know lah why I tak puas. IT'S NOT FAIR!!! NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!
I hope the make another Christopher Nolan/Christian Bale Batman movie...with a story of how Batman regains the people's faith and trust in him.
I can't get enough of them...Christopher is a genius.
And I am soooo totally in love with Batman right now...not Christian Bale (maybe a lil?) but with Batman/Bruce Wayne himself. Maybe it's just a phase, but Batman/Bruce Wayne is an awesome character. Haha.
KKies, gotta go listen to some songs and watch a lil olympics.
Owh btw, Beijing Olympics Opening was AH-MAY-ZIIING!!! China really outdid themselves...from the fireworks to the performances to the energy of those performing, you could really feel that China put 150% effort in this, and it was worth it...if you missed it I feel so sorry for you.
Wonder if Malaysia could ever pull off a similar stunt. From the looks of it, I doubt it. Not that I don't believe in my country or anything, I just don't believe the politicians will keep their hands off it. Probably use it to spread some propaganda crap. Those power-crazy kiasu idiots probably will make a mess out of it. Being really emo when talking about politicians...and who can blame me?
KK, better ciao...
Current playlist:
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
Steven Curtis Chapman - Cinderella
Darren Hayes - I Miss You
Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
Taylor Swift - Our Song
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